It's almost 2am and here i am lying on the bed, tearing cos im missing kris so much cuz we wont be able to meet on a daily basis anymore :'( on the other hand, im also thinking abt the oip trip.
Initially i didnt want to tell my mother abt it but i told her anw. And then now shes like forcing me to register all over again just like the previous time. And i dont like it. No one likes to be forced to do things you dont like and so do i.
Some of you might say it's for my pwn good. Yes i know that but the nxt holiday is the last holiday i can spent with kris n his parents(his parents asked me to go on a holiday w them) before kris goes for NS. If i can pass all my modules this time round i don't see why i cant do it the next time. It's just 2 modules to exempt from. I rather study harder than leave my bf for 1 month
Everytime they ask me to do things i don't like, a cold war will naturally start at home.
Studies are not in my priority list.
1.Family
2.Boyfriend
3.Friends
I will stand firm on my decision.
Why oh why must school start tmr sigh
Update:
So... The registration for the OIP trip is actually closing in 2 days time and I'm really glad that my mother didn't force me to sign up for it ANYMORE (she did kind of forced me to sign up on the day i told her when we were having our dinner at ion during a shopping trip -.-) and I PRAISE THE LORD FOR IT even though i'm not religious lolol.
Does that means that she considered my feelings? I don't know. I only know I don't like to be forced to do things I don't like. I heard her complaining to Kris about how I don't want to sign up for the trip while I was in the room but apparently she don't know that she talks very loud HAHAHAHAHA!!!
P/S: I'm actually drafting a hugeass long post filled with many many pictures but school has started so I'm becoming kinda busy so it'll have to wait for awhile!!!!!
Happy 50th Monthsary to Us! :)